Thanks to Shikin's LJ that I got to know about this beautiful and meaningful song.
Enjoy the song while you read the lyric below




PASTIKAN
by siti nurhaliza


Lihatlah langit di atas sana tersenyum melihat tingkah kita
Selalu ada peristiwa yang membawa pertengkaran

Maksudku hanya ingin yang baik untuk kita berdua dalam bercinta
Baiknya aku, buruknya aku terimalah aku apa adanya

Pastikan kau dengan aku jangan ada cinta lain
Tak pernah aku terlintas niatku untuk berpaling

Maafkanlah aku sayang bila belum kau bahagia
Sejauh langit diatas kan ku kejar bahagiamu

Biar langit dan bumi meruntuh, biar jasad kita tertimbun disana
Tetap bersama tak ingin lepas mencintaimu ku jadi begini

Pastikan kau dengan aku jangan ada cinta lain
Tak pernah aku terlintas niatku untuk berpaling

Maafkanlah aku sayang bila belum kau bahagia
Sejauh langit diatas kan ku kejar bahagiamu

Pastikan kau dengan aku jangan ada cinta lain
Tak pernah aku terlintas niatku untuk berpaling

Maafkanlah aku sayang bila belum kau bahagia
Sejauh langit diatas kan ku kejar bahagiamu

Pastikan kau dengan aku jangan ada cinta lain
Tak pernah aku terlintas niatku untuk berpaling

Maafkanlah aku sayang bila belum kau bahagia
Sejauh langit diatas kan ku kejar bahagiamu

Biar langit dan bumi meruntuh, biar jasad kita tertimbun disana
Tetap bersama tak ingin lepas mencintaimu ku jadi begini

Nutrition And YOU



I am beginning to miss Food Science and Nutrition.
Most importantly, I miss preaching about healthy diet and visiting Health Promotion Board website. Sigh.

1. Each player of this game starts off by giving 5 weird things about themselves.
2. People who get tagged need to write in their blog of their own weird things as well, and state the rules clearly.
3. In the end, you'll select 5 people to be tagged and list their names.

5 weird things about me :-

1) When I get lonely and there is no one to turn to, I talk to my soft-toy (Mr. Bear)
2) There are times when I sleep without bathing because I am either too lazy or too tired. Yes, I have bad hygiene.
3) I despise people who swear and curse like there's no tomorrow. Totally not cool.
4) I start my proper grooming after I get into a relationship. So cliche I know!
5) My mind cant work properly if I'm hungry (except for Ramadhan)

The 5 victims are..
1) Maryam
2) Melvyn
3) Fuad (you better do it! Hehe)
4) Monster Kenny
5) Nadira (Please do 10 ya since Shahdon list you as one of the victim as well. Haha!)

First and foremost, pardon my previous entry which was confusing and misleading.
If you happen to try and decipher the impossible, I say quit trying.
If you happen to wonder is there any turbulence admist my relationship, I say no. It is smooth-sailing for a-matter-of-factly.
Therefore, let the entry go since it does not concern anyone.

Oh what a beautiful month it is now.
A holy month for us to start appreciating what we have in life and stop brooding about what we fail to have.

In this wonderful Ramadhan, I hope to obtain the sense of fulfillment in life.
I hope to be a better person wholly and eradicate the negative thoughts I once had for good.
Life is too short to for us to be constantly living it in misery, hatred and unhappiness.
There are other issues worthy to be taken care of.

Don't fret over those things that should be taken care by fate.
Don't stoop so low over the one you think that is inferior to you because they may have the goodness in them you fail to see.
Don't laugh at people's dream because they are much better than those who just laugh.
Don't be too disheartened by a single failure because success is 99% failure.
And
Lastly, don't smirk at this entry because there might be more than what meets your eyes.


To All my dear fellow Muslims,
Happy Ramadhan!

Once upon a time, there lived a girl who thought she was in love.
In love with an illusion indeed she was doing.
Her heartbroke and it felt like it could never be pieced together again.
Thereafter, she stopped believing in happy endings.

-The End-

I have lost my civilised ways of dealings with things.

I said mean things and caused internal damage.

Now, I am not feeling an ounce of guilt.

He deserves it for sure.

Ungrateful idiot!

Continuing from where I have left.
I opted to sleep the whole day and it never felt this good before.
I emailed countless of pictures we took together and realised that there aint many good ones.
Thinking that a year have pass, I definitely think that there have not been alot of pictures.

~@~

I am in mood for some love tonight.
I LOVE YOU ALOT! *hug*
And I hope you love me MORE than I love you. :)

~@~

I have been watching lots of videos at youtube.com and I am starting to think that hey, this is way better than TeeVee.

Almost a year not feeling the way I am now.
I foresee my future in between the mist.
I am back to where I was.

If only they see it.
If only they know it.
Perhaps there might be a change.

~@~

I am craving for Naan, a good old hindi movie, peace and a lovely bouquet of colourful flowers (I know this will not come true)to cheer me up.

~@~

Haiz..I think silence is golden afterall. I should have known better.

It wasnt about me all the time. It's about others too.

I have failed to make someone happy. I am failing miserably.

~@~

I am slowly deteriorating.

I am weakening.

I am losing the zest of life.

Will it ever come back to me?

~@~

Today is the second time in a week I get away from work. Monday I took a half day while today I am going to be on Medical leave. Actually, work is not a problem at all. In fact, yesterday I cleared all my work which left me with none for today. My superior wont be around today so what will I do then. With my condition like this I dont want to risk breaking down in the office. It will definitely be the last thing that I want to happen. I plan to sleep the whole day or perhaps ask for sleeping pills so that I can sleep without any disturbance. So that I can temporarily run away into dreamland and be happy. Hmmm... Or let's see if there are other better options. In fact, I have a couple in my mind. To either start exploring Canon Ixus 70 at Bedok Reservoir or watch a movie alone since I have plenty of movies that I want to watch anyway.

Sigh.

I want to have a good laugh once more. Please, can anyone do miracle?

~@~

My new found jealousy. The receptionist.

She is so happy-go-lucky that sometimes I begin to wonder.

Dont anything affect her at all?

Dont she have any worries?

She still looks young despite being 50 over.

I want to age gracefully like her.

I dont want to age like the office adhoc cleaner.

Aging in misery.

I tried to sleep but I cant. Thus, here I am trying to do something fruitful.
Have not been blogging alot lately. I was basically rushing everywhere. Not exactly EVERYWHERE but I am definitely more busy than any other weeks. My job aside, I was busy watching plays. Words cant describe my happiness. Oh finally!

Like today, I managed to catch "The Mismatched Girl" at Substation. I had a difficult time in search of the venue and it was such an embarrassment I tell you! Halfway through searching for it, it started to drizzle then it got heavy. Wah! Damn it. So merepek. Thankfully, the show have yet to start when we reached. Phew!

Alright, I guess enough of the complains and I shall move on to my opinion about the play. Three words: Worth the MONEY!

1) Excellent Technical support. Sound and lighting sychronizes well.
2) The Set was simple but like the saying goes.. Less is MORE.
3) Great directing. Kudos to the Director!
4) Good usage of Audience Interaction in the middle of the play.

Why do people hate each other?

Because they cant stand one another.

Because they know each other too well.

Why people grow old?

Because it's normal for people to grow old.

Why do people love?

Because their hearts tell them to.

Why cats and dogs cannot live together?

Because it's the way of life.

No.Dogs and cats CAN live together.

Why do people cry and then laugh?

Because after they cry then they learn how to laugh.

Because people cannot cry for long. They will die.

Innocence..

~@~

Geselan viola

mengalun melodi

menyusun irama

Ketika kelu lidah

Hilang kata

Tanpa madah

~@~

I told myself not to shop. BUT I did. Again. Succumb to desire. Argh!

I need to save money for my future.

Mind you not only for marriage but for plans before that too. My OWN plans.

~@~

A Two-year old birthday celebration.

I finally got for her a reasonably nice present and I am happy with myself.

I spent it for a child's happiness. Priceless. :)

I AM BORED and I CANT GO OUT 'COS IT'S RAINING CATS & DOGS

Your Russian Name Is...

Paraaha Anitchka Ivanov

What's" Your Russian Name?

You Belong in 1983

Wild, over the top, and just a little bit cheesy. You're colorful at night - and successful during the day.

http://www.blogthings.com/whatyeardoyoubelonginquiz/">What Year Do You Belong In?

Aquarius - Your Love Profile

Your positive traits: You've got a ton of friends, so you have no problem meeting new people.You're great at thinking up new things and activities to do with your sweetie.You tend to let the little things slide in relationships... and focus on the bigger picture. Your negative traits: In relationships, it tends to be your way or the highway.You can never open up completely to someone - you have to keep parts of yourself secret.You're cold and reserved, which leaves your partner feeling unloved. Your ideal partner: Flexible, because you're not going to be the one to compromise!Is smart and quirky with lots of weird interests... including you.A true individualist who doesn't care what anyone thinks Your dating style: Stimulating. You prefer dates that explore a shared interest - like a lecture, muesum tour, or concert. Your seduction style: Wacky. Your wild ideas have your lover wondering what's next.Insatiable - it takes a lot to satisfy your desires.Varied. You're eager to try things as soon as you learn about them. Tips for the future: Bring a little responsibility to your relationship - like showing up for dates!Compromise a little. It would kill you to do things your lover's way for once.Be aware of your partner's jealousy. Even though you aren't jealous, realize your partner is sometimes. Best color to attract mate: Sky blue Best day for a date: Wednesday

What's" Your Love Profile?

The Keys to Your Heart

You are attracted to those who have a split personality - cold as ice on the outside but hot as fire in the heart. In love, you feel the most alive when your partner is patient and never willing to give up on you. You'd like to your lover to think you are stylish and alluring. You would be forced to break up with someone who was emotional, moody, and difficult to please. Your ideal relationship is lasting. You want a relationship that looks to the future... one you can grow with. Your risk of cheating is 100%. You are not suited for a monogamous relationship. You think of marriage as something precious. You'll treasure marriage and treat it as sacred. In this moment, you think of love as commitment. Love only works when both people are totally devoted.

http://www.blogthings.com/keystoyourheartquiz/">What Are The Keys To Your Heart?

He's Absolutely Committed to You!

Your guy is committed to you, as if you were already marriedAnd hopefully, you show the same commitment to himWhile you may have had your ups and downs, you've smoothed things outIf the two of you aren't serious, you will be soonSo start secretly planning your weddingIt may happen sooner than you think!

http://www.blogthings.com/willhecommitquiz/">Will He Commit?

Your Hidden Talent

You are a great communicator. You have a real way with words.You're never at a loss to explain what you mean or how you feel.People find it easy to empathize with you, no matter what your situation.When you're up, you make everyone happy. But when you're down, everyone suffers.

What's" Your Hidden Talent?

Your Love Quote

Love is like pi -- natural, irrational, and very important.

http://www.blogthings.com/whatlovequotesuitsyouquiz/">What Love Quote Suits You?

Your Gemstone is Emerald

Balanced, liberated, and peaceful. You bring luck into any situation.

http://www.blogthings.com/whatgemstoneareyouquiz/">What Gemstone Are You?

I resign to fate
I cant heal this
I have stop all effort to make things better
I shall let it be
Let them be
I'm tired
I want to just sleep

Becoming Roystan



OMG! Alvin is now on the Big Screen. Kudos!
I am still in awe.
So much have changed.

881



I'm in love with the songs used in this movie. I particularly enjoyed this one most.
If you have yet to watch it, please catch it soon.
No matter at which cinema and at what price.
It is entertaining.

I finally decided.
Between the two, I shall forgo the one I have least interest in.
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It is good to re-visit the past once awhile but apparently not all are good.
I felt like I was given a cold treatment.
I felt not all were happy.
I felt unwelcome.
Or maybe it was just me?
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Saturday's outing with Nadira was like old days.
Swenson's Chocolate fondue + updates+ tour at vivo = Like old times
Ok Nad if you are online one of these days, I shall sent to you the pictures.

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Movies that I want to watch

1) 881
2) Rush Hour 3
3) Hairspray
4) The Simpsons movie
5) Bourne Ultimatum

People whom I want to meet up soon

1) Nadira
2) Faezah
3) Ashikin
4) Maryam

* Highlighted in blue- I have met up wif recently
Highlighted in red- Have yet to meet up
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On last Friday, I met up with one of my secondary school friends who I have not meet for 1 year. So decided to update each other about what's happening. It was fun. I have never laugh so much in one night eversince I dont remember when. It definitely reminds me of my secondary school. For goodness sake, I miss school lah! :(

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I have decided to start my weekly jog at the stadium for healthy lifestyle sake and to detoxify unwanted toxins in my body.

Been doing it for 2 weeks now. Kudos to myself. Hope that I can be discipline enough not to quit halfway.

Wohoo! Today I shall self-declare it the "non-government" day!
Nothing much to be done at work except for some clearing up to be done
AND
tomorrow is weekend.

I am so loving it.
Now I am basically slacking throughout.
Drafting a few Writs and surfing the net whole day.
Afterall, my boss is not in to supervise. :)

In approximately 38 minutes will mark our Nation's 42nd Birthday
I hereby would like to take this opportunity to congratulate this developed island for its success and continuous prosperity
Together we STAND UP for SINGAPORE!

Majulah Singapura
Tanah air ku
Di mana titik permulaan hidupku bersemi
Dan mungkin di sinilah aku bersemadi

I took the same quiz I saw in Nad's blog..
And I am..

You Are a Pinky

You are fiercely independent, and possibly downright weird.A great communicator, you can get along with almost anyone.You are kind and sympathetic. You support all your friends - and love them for who they are. You get along well with: The Ring Finger Stay away from: The Thumb

http://www.blogthings.com/whatfingerareyouquiz/">What Finger Are You?

My Randomness



This is just to remind myself of what's the true meaning of living.

It is all because of you..

At times it feels as though you lose all you have got and feel so empty
You cannot find the reason that make you smile
BUT
Hey I found it
I always have the answer only that I was ignorant

At times, I just cant help it but to curse and swear silently.
I am not timid but the anger is just too fatal.
If I lose it, I'll lose it all.
Haiyoh! Why lah my colleagues are just fu**ing annoying?!
Tell me why?
*strangles them one by one*

Keep Holding On

You're not alone

Together we stand

I'll be by your side, you know I'll take your hand

When it gets cold

And it feels like the end

There's no place to go

You know I won't give in

No I won't give in

Keep holding on

'Cause you know we'll make it through, we'll make it through

Just stay strong

'Cause you know I'm here for you, I'm here for you

There's nothing you could say

Nothing you could do

There's no other way when it comes to the truth

So keep holding on

'Cause you know we'll make it through, we'll make it through

So far away

I wish you were here

Before it's too late, this could all disappear

Before the doors close

And it comes to an end

With you by my side I will fight and defend

I'll fight and defend

Yeah, yeah

Keep holding on

'Cause you know we'll make it through, we'll make it through

Just stay strong

'Cause you know I'm here for you, I'm here for you

There's nothing you could say

Nothing you could do

There's no other way when it comes to the truth

So keep holding on

'Cause you know we'll make it through, we'll make it through

Hear me when I say, when I say I believe

Nothing's gonna change, nothing's gonna change destiny

Whatever's meant to be will work out perfectly

Yeah, yeah, yeah, yeah

La da da da

La da da da

La da da da da da da da da

Keep holding on

'Cause you know we'll make it through, we'll make it through

Just stay strong

'Cause you know I'm here for you, I'm here for you

There's nothing you could say

Nothing you could do

There's no other way when it comes to the truth

So keep holding on

'Cause you know we'll make it through, we'll make it through

Keep holding on

Keep holding on

There's nothing you could say

Nothing you could do

There's no other way when it comes to the truth

So keep holding on

'Cause you know we'll make it through, we'll make it through