23 October 2008

Time check: 9:54a.m.

I am supposed to be busy drafting letters, completing Affidavits and other related tasks rather

than updating my blog at this hour.

But I insist on procrastinating and here I am drafting my entry instead.

I am still surviving to date since nothing much in my schedule right now.

It’s term break yet again. Only need to attend POA classes on Wednesday and Friday.

So 3 days of freedom(weekends not included).

The pressure of working and studying at once really is getting to me now.

I am afraid I might screw up all the four subjects and end up repeating the entire modules again!

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Disappointment. How can it remain hidden for long?


I never expect that from her.

Apart from that notorious nature, I know deep down she is much more intelligent that she

appears to be.

I thought she can make a rational decision but she proves me wrong.

Her intelligence merely reflected in the record book but do not extend beyond that.

And not all can be blame on her parents. If you decide to stay firm, you won’t end up where you are not.

In the middle of nowhere. Your future; unpredictable.

I’ve tried to do some damage control but it seems beyond repair.

I failed to salvage her from sinking deeper.

To whom it may concern, I really hope it is not too late to change your decision.

I pray that you will finally realize what you have done to your life.

It is too precious to go wasted and especially not in this very manner.

I really don’t know whether you will be reading this but I hope you do.

And if you do, I hope you know it’s meant for you..

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Currently, there is only one song I am listening to and it gets very addictive.


All because of Nad’s entry she posted a week back.

Beyonce: Flaws and all is set on loop.

Wonder why the lyrics seem so closer to the heart than any other.

How the words hold so much truth it made me all teary-eyed.

21 October 2008

Actually I don’t know why I even bother to explain myself on this one.

If I am deem as a bad person in your eyes so be it lor. I can live with that anyway.

Firstly, there was no binding agreement or even a promise that I would attend it. So yah!

I was merely requesting for information which was answered by you. Thanks for that by the way!

I made a passing statement to follow on certain conditions which was not fulfilled.

Lastly, I don’t think my PRESENCE made so much of a difference.

Bottomline is…It wasn’t at the 11th hour.

Thus, I am not guilty. :D

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I have concluded that this year Raya outing is meant to be up, close and personal.

For the 2 consecutives weekends, I had memorable visits to various houses.
The most recent would have to be with Nadilton! Had so much fun and slept over her place for the night. It would have been better w/o (fill in the blank). I am not sure if I can still do that this Friday. Hmm..We’ll see how things turn out then.

Pictures will be compiled and uploaded in due course.

In need for a retail therapy but cash flow is very restricted in the meantime. *sigh*

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You are such a nag but I love you anyway..

12 October 2008




GIVE IT TO ME

What are you waiting for?
Nobody's gonna show you how
Why work for someone else
To do what you can do right now

Got no boundaries and no limits
If there's excitement, put me in it
If it's against the law, arrest me
If you can handle it, undress me

Don't stop me now, don't need to catch my breath
I can go on and on and on
When lights go down and there's no one left
I can go on and on and on

Give it 2 me, yeah
No one's gonna show me how
Give it 2 me, yeah
No one's gonna stop me now

They say that a good thing never lasts
And then it has to fall
Those are the the people that did not
Amount to much at all

Give me the bassline and I'll shake it
Give me a record and I'll break it
There's no beginning and no ending
Give me a chance to go and I'll take it

Don't stop me now, don't need to catch my breath
I can go on and on and on
When lights go down and there's no one left
I can go on and on and on

Give it 2 me, yeah
No one's gonna show me how
Give it 2 me, yeah
No one's gonna stop me now

[Pharrell:] Watch this!

Get stupid, get stupid, get stupid, don't stop it (What?)
Get stupid, get stupid, get stupid, don't stop it (What?)
Get stupid, get stupid, get stupid, don't stop it (What?)
Get stupid, get stupid, get stupid, don't stop it

Get stupid, get stupid, get stupid, don't stop it
(To the left, to the right, to the left, to the right)
Get stupid, get stupid, get stupid, don't stop it
(To the left, to the right, to the left, to the right)

Get stupid, get stupid, get stupid, don't stop it
(To the left, left, right, right, left, left, right, right)
Get stupid stupid stupid stupid stupid stupid stupid...
(Left, left, right, right, left, left, right, right)

Don't stop me now, don't need to catch my breath
I can go on and on and on
When lights go down and there's no one left
I can go on and on and on

Give it 2 me, yeah
No one's gonna show me how
Give it 2 me, yeah
No one's gonna stop me now

You're only here to win
Get what they say?
You're only here to win
Get what they do?
They'd do it too
If they were you
You done it all before
It ain't nothing new

You're only here to win
Get what they say?
You're only here to win
Get what they do?
They'd do it too
If they were you
You done it all before
It ain't nothing new

Give it 2 me, yeah
No one's gonna show me how
Give it 2 me, yeah
No one's gonna stop me now

Give it 2 me, yeah
No one's gonna show me how
Give it 2 me, yeah
No one's gonna stop me now

Give it 2 me

01 October 2008

Loads to be updated but there isnt ample time to do so.
Since it's the 1st day of Aidil Fitri and we normally dont do much visitings..
So here I am making use of the available opportunity to do some blogging.

Ramadhan have been smooth-sailing but extremely challenging for me.
My entire 1 month seems like some episode from Amazing Race!
I'm really racing for time and all.
On top of fasting, there's a need to juggle between school and work.
Eversince the second semester started, there's an extra class every Thursday apart from the Monday, Wednesday and Friday classes.
It's such a horrible schedule and I have to endure it till May/June next year!!

Okay, cut that story short and fast-forward to the last week of Ramadhan.
It was such a surprise to have so many things happening then.
Our very own version of Iftar with dearest Nurul and Ashikin on Saturday.
It was definitely enjoyable reminiscing the past and gossiping the present. : P

Sunday, last minute shopping at Geylang Bazaar. OMG! I hate the crowd! But ironically, the "feel" wasnt there despite the crowd.
Hmmm...So finally found what I wanted and rushed back home.

Well.. I took a whole week leave this week and it started from Monday.
Monday went by like a flash. It felt a lil wasted though.
Tuesday woke up to collect the nutella rolls from NAD!
We met at Raffles Place and my oh my! That place is really foreign to me.
I was really clueless of the surroundings. So memalukan!!

Whenever I met her, I will never end up home early! Haha! The actual plan was to meet her and went home thereafter.
BUT!! No..We ended up at Orchard because I was in search for my earrings at Forever 21. BUT again we disgressed.
Ended up buying unrelated stuffs from Cotton On.
Nad decided to play the aunty role as she wanted to buy bedsheets!! OooKay..
Guess where we ended up next??
LITTLE INDIA! The accessories heaven! Ahhhh!!
I tell you Little India is much more happening than Geylang lah! Wth rite?
Dont know whether we are celebrating Hari Raya or Deepavali ah!
That's where I finally bought my earrings! Hooray!! :D

As soon as I reached home, rolled up the sleeves and started to work.
By then it was nearly 6pm! Wth rite? And to think I went out from the house at 12pm and told my mom that I'll be back soon.
So much for my soon.
After breakfast, again I started to work. This time to buy syrup and flowers.
Hey hey kawan2!! This year no Bandung Panas ya! Change in flavor.
We are going blues this year with Blueberry ya.

1st October 2008: Aidil Fitri

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I am one happy lady this year. This year feels so complete and harmonious.
There's a change in the wind direction.
Positively of course. I can never wish for anything better than this.
The day full of laughter and joy. I am so contented. Eventhough it was just for that few hours.
It's enough to make me smile the entire day.
Like every Hari Raya, I have always look forward to 3 things.
Firstly, of course..Dressing up! If not for Raya, when will I be able to put on my extra bright eye shadow, thick mascara, dark eyeliners and my Kebaya?
Food glorious food! The next on my list.
And not to forget my family classic moment.."Beraya" or what we know as seeking for forgiveness. I love to capture the moment on video. But what's the best
is the words of wisdom from my dad. Haha!

The first day is almost ending and well let's look at the moment capture on camera.

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