Time check: 9:54a.m.

I am supposed to be busy drafting letters, completing Affidavits and other related tasks rather

than updating my blog at this hour.

But I insist on procrastinating and here I am drafting my entry instead.

I am still surviving to date since nothing much in my schedule right now.

It’s term break yet again. Only need to attend POA classes on Wednesday and Friday.

So 3 days of freedom(weekends not included).

The pressure of working and studying at once really is getting to me now.

I am afraid I might screw up all the four subjects and end up repeating the entire modules again!

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Disappointment. How can it remain hidden for long?

I never expect that from her.

Apart from that notorious nature, I know deep down she is much more intelligent that she

appears to be.

I thought she can make a rational decision but she proves me wrong.

Her intelligence merely reflected in the record book but do not extend beyond that.

And not all can be blame on her parents. If you decide to stay firm, you won’t end up where you are not.

In the middle of nowhere. Your future; unpredictable.

I’ve tried to do some damage control but it seems beyond repair.

I failed to salvage her from sinking deeper.

To whom it may concern, I really hope it is not too late to change your decision.

I pray that you will finally realize what you have done to your life.

It is too precious to go wasted and especially not in this very manner.

I really don’t know whether you will be reading this but I hope you do.

And if you do, I hope you know it’s meant for you..

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Currently, there is only one song I am listening to and it gets very addictive.

All because of Nad’s entry she posted a week back.

Beyonce: Flaws and all is set on loop.

Wonder why the lyrics seem so closer to the heart than any other.

How the words hold so much truth it made me all teary-eyed.