PROCRASTINATION. Yet again!
I have not been very diligent at studies for sure. TWO assignments! I still cant complete both. Plus no Tutoring today supposedly to make things easier. Unfortunately it didnt because I failed to utilise that precious time. Instead I start browsing friendster and typing this entry.
Delay is not only for the assignments but other activities as well i.e.
- To watch Samurai X series (I'm still stuck at Disc 2 out of 12!!)
- To finish reading up the library books
- To finish reading the Crim Law guide[Chap: Defence]
- To fold piles of clothes and chuck inside the wardrobe
- To visit the optometrist: my eyesight is failing me :(
- To call up AVIVA: taking too long to reply my letter. Sigh.
I shall not continue with the list or I'll get a fright myself.
In a few minutes, I am heading to a Wedding invitation @ Tampines. And ya! I still have yet to find the colour!!
I need to start the list soon or perhaps now!! Bye.
08 June 2008
07 June 2008
It was so clear from the very beginning.
He have one thing in his mind. Fear.
It is undeniably that the only solution he ever thought of. Separation.
Disappointment cant be any obvious than this.
The way she gathers courage and stay strong. Heart-wrenching.
Pretense. Such an act to hide vulnerability.
.....
The same topic keep dwelling in the household. I dont even know how to approach it. The talks make me really angry at times.
How she behaves recently. It is perfectly fine to be in a relationship BUT to neglect everything else is not so wise. Anyway, she is not mature enough for this and I fear it more when she is with him. He is not someone I fancy to be with her. He is too questionable to deserve my approval. It is really a challenge to approach this because I dont want to appear busybody.
If the parent dont want to take the active role in discipling, who else will?
External parties can only advise but nothing much to it. She being that defiant makes me want to give her a tight slap. I dont want someone I know too well to be a victim to temptation. That will be the last thing I want.
I wonder how much damage is done.
I wonder how corrupted it has been.
Parenting is not easy. One need to be diplomatic especially when it comes to such matter.
And importantly, proper education needs to be inculcated since young. The naive days.
Like a malay saying:"Melentur buluh biar dari rebungnya"
Translated version: "Taming the bamboo starts when it's a shoot"
...
After a hectic week at work, it reaches the abyssal period.
...
With reference to the tagboard, I am excited about 2008 Baju Raya. I need to go hunting of it soon. Still undecided: the colours, ready-made or tailor-made? Hmmm....
He have one thing in his mind. Fear.
It is undeniably that the only solution he ever thought of. Separation.
Disappointment cant be any obvious than this.
The way she gathers courage and stay strong. Heart-wrenching.
Pretense. Such an act to hide vulnerability.
.....
The same topic keep dwelling in the household. I dont even know how to approach it. The talks make me really angry at times.
How she behaves recently. It is perfectly fine to be in a relationship BUT to neglect everything else is not so wise. Anyway, she is not mature enough for this and I fear it more when she is with him. He is not someone I fancy to be with her. He is too questionable to deserve my approval. It is really a challenge to approach this because I dont want to appear busybody.
If the parent dont want to take the active role in discipling, who else will?
External parties can only advise but nothing much to it. She being that defiant makes me want to give her a tight slap. I dont want someone I know too well to be a victim to temptation. That will be the last thing I want.
I wonder how much damage is done.
I wonder how corrupted it has been.
Parenting is not easy. One need to be diplomatic especially when it comes to such matter.
And importantly, proper education needs to be inculcated since young. The naive days.
Like a malay saying:"Melentur buluh biar dari rebungnya"
Translated version: "Taming the bamboo starts when it's a shoot"
...
After a hectic week at work, it reaches the abyssal period.
...
With reference to the tagboard, I am excited about 2008 Baju Raya. I need to go hunting of it soon. Still undecided: the colours, ready-made or tailor-made? Hmmm....
01 June 2008
26 May 2008
Feeling so uninspired to attempt my project. Instead I waste the time on browsing the friendster. Sigh. In need to come out with something fruitful/substantial for tomorrow's meeting. It is ONLY Monday, the time is ticking by painfully slow and I am already running out of energy. Shag. Received a message early this morning. Thought of THAT opportunity. But decided to throw it down the drain. Past. What's on my mind. Opened an email @ work. Him. He was kind enough to do up my monthly budget. The result: Impressive. Now, I am left with approximately less than an hour to read, digest & type. Fade.
25 May 2008
I CAN HEAR THE KOMPANG PLAYING!! Kpak Bing Bing..Ahai!
I've gotten my invitation card!!! Thanks to Mr. Double E. HAHA!
I have no idea why am I looking forward to it.
I am always excited about my friend's wedding since I have missed one last year.
I hope i dont miss this one. It is not because that I am excited to watch the bride and groom on the dais but the fact that I am going to meet the old friends. That's going to be very interesting!
Somewhat like an awkward reunion perhaps? haha.
Ashikin, hope you don't have anything on that day and you are up to this challenging errmmm..challenge? Hehe.
I've gotten my invitation card!!! Thanks to Mr. Double E. HAHA!
I have no idea why am I looking forward to it.
I am always excited about my friend's wedding since I have missed one last year.
I hope i dont miss this one. It is not because that I am excited to watch the bride and groom on the dais but the fact that I am going to meet the old friends. That's going to be very interesting!
Somewhat like an awkward reunion perhaps? haha.
Ashikin, hope you don't have anything on that day and you are up to this challenging errmmm..challenge? Hehe.
18 May 2008
I giggled so much while uploading the video below.
Finally, i make myself look at this song in a different perspective altogether.
Very light-hearted yet true!
*skip lamentation*
May I ask?
Is this an auspicious year to get married?
Many friends are married or getting married this year.
It really makes me feel weird.
For sure, I am not influence to speed up marriage just because of them.
I am just curious of this phenomenon.
Ps: HAFIZ is getting married. I am invited!!! HAHAHA!
Finally, i make myself look at this song in a different perspective altogether.
Very light-hearted yet true!
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The past two days I was down. About my bad skin. It is so prone to acne/pimples. I cant erase this from my mind..
"Oh ya now I recall. But I didnt remember her having that many pimples. Haha"
Argh! Do you how it feels? Very depressing. I tried to convince myself that my skin has improve but it failed! I started to feel crappy because I have been putting in alot of effort to make it better.
When will it come a time I have flawless skin?! Hmmmm....
"Oh ya now I recall. But I didnt remember her having that many pimples. Haha"
Argh! Do you how it feels? Very depressing. I tried to convince myself that my skin has improve but it failed! I started to feel crappy because I have been putting in alot of effort to make it better.
When will it come a time I have flawless skin?! Hmmmm....
*skip lamentation*
On the brighter note, he secures a job already! Congratulation awak! :)
And it is not ORD yet. He is indeed very lucky. He nailed it on the 1st interview. I am so jealous! This make me have a stronger urge to find a new job. Start earning big bucks as compared to the measly amount i am earning now. Shall wait till July. The increment month. If it is not up to expectation I shall quit!!
And it is not ORD yet. He is indeed very lucky. He nailed it on the 1st interview. I am so jealous! This make me have a stronger urge to find a new job. Start earning big bucks as compared to the measly amount i am earning now. Shall wait till July. The increment month. If it is not up to expectation I shall quit!!
There are times that I cant believe what I am doing with my life.
I thrust myself into a whirlpool of unfamiliarity.
I don't even know whether this is going to work out well.
I jumped without giving it a deeper thought.
Now, I am here. I cant turn back against what I have decided.
I need to persevere. I need to stay firm on the ground.
I wont collapse without any attempts.
So far,it has been a good start despite the glitches.
Now the challenge is to make it a good ending.
I have 3 years to make it right.
I thrust myself into a whirlpool of unfamiliarity.
I don't even know whether this is going to work out well.
I jumped without giving it a deeper thought.
Now, I am here. I cant turn back against what I have decided.
I need to persevere. I need to stay firm on the ground.
I wont collapse without any attempts.
So far,it has been a good start despite the glitches.
Now the challenge is to make it a good ending.
I have 3 years to make it right.
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Is this an auspicious year to get married?
Many friends are married or getting married this year.
It really makes me feel weird.
For sure, I am not influence to speed up marriage just because of them.
I am just curious of this phenomenon.
Ps: HAFIZ is getting married. I am invited!!! HAHAHA!
11 May 2008
09 May 2008
Finally settled with this skin. Took me a very long time to decide on it. What more with me still recovering from flu. The virus is getting to my brain. Changing a skin never been this painstaking before.
I found a skin just nice to fit my pictures and videos in it.
Movies I wanna watch so bad..
IRON MAN
Ayat-Ayat Cinta..
I found a skin just nice to fit my pictures and videos in it.
Movies I wanna watch so bad..
IRON MAN
Ayat-Ayat Cinta..
I have always admire people who pen their ideas well. And currently, this person is no exception. Shikin introduced him via her LJ. Since today I have plenty of time, I decided to take a peek into his blog. He reminds me so much of Alfian Sa'at. University graduates and both love to talk about the Malay community. Similar train of thought i presume.
In anyway, this guy possess a very witty sense of humor. His blog is worth reading.
Let's put that aside and change the topic. School started on 21st April 2008. Not officially yet.
Just the induction programmes. And what I am about to say hopefully wont get me a lawsuit in my letterbox.. Their Administrative Department is in dire need of proper organisation. In layman terms, it sucks! I shall not provide further justification to my words. The "wrongly-issued-textbooks-plus-no-confirmation-as-yet-about-my-subject-changes" proves everything. Period.
Apart from that I am pretty excited to start school proper eventhough it will be taxing. I hope the burning desire to learn wont die off soon after the commencement in July.
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I was on a jam-packed activities starting from 1st May 2008.
Let me fill you in with the necessary since I have been updating since I dont know when.
1st May 2008
Started the day early. 9am. When to tutor my student since her Paper 1 was on the next day.
Reached home and took a short nap. Woke up. Went out with him. My treat to the Breeks!
2nd May 2008
After work, met him again. Hmm..for the second time in a week. Met up for dinner and headed home.
3rd May 2008
Headed down to town. In search of his shoes but to no avail. Instead I got something for myself!
4th May 2008
Morning jog. Slept. Tutoring AGAIN!
5th May 2008
Met up with Shahdon and Ashikin for dinner. At Simpang Bedok! (which I wrongly-typed as Bedok Corner). It was the Singapura way! Fun! I've decided to head back there with my parents and maybe with him (on separate days of course!)
The dinner was on Shahdon! Thanks ya! Totally appreciate it!
And he is on his way to Temburong, Brunei as I type this out.
I have never felt so bloated before. We ordered like we have 6 people eating it. When it was just the 3 of us.
T3 was nothing spectacular. Except its interior design is pretty nice.
What you expect when Singapore spent a bomb on it?!
The 'Hot Seat' thingy really spiced up the night.
Only that Shahdon's too shy to answer our 'intimate' questions.
6th May 2008
Watched Harold and Kumar: Escape from Guantanamo Bay with my colleague, Christa. Hilarious! But way too explicit for me and I think for her.
Quite shocked to watch too many topless and bottomless scenes in one night.
7th May 2008
Hey guess what?
By this time, I already felt sick! Took 1/2 day and went to work in the afternoon.
And I still dragged myself to Bugis Street and shopped. I couldnt believe myself!
At the end of it, I was half-dead. Felt crappy. My face was red. It felt as though I can collapse any moment.
8th May 2008
I was down with FLU! Slept the whole day.
9th May 2008
Was supposed to resume work today but still felt sick.
Took another day MC.
I am beginning to believe that I am aging too fast for my age.
I cant even handle the abovementioned schedule without making myself fall sick. Haiz!
In anyway, this guy possess a very witty sense of humor. His blog is worth reading.
Let's put that aside and change the topic. School started on 21st April 2008. Not officially yet.
Just the induction programmes. And what I am about to say hopefully wont get me a lawsuit in my letterbox.. Their Administrative Department is in dire need of proper organisation. In layman terms, it sucks! I shall not provide further justification to my words. The "wrongly-issued-textbooks-plus-no-confirmation-as-yet-about-my-subject-changes" proves everything. Period.
Apart from that I am pretty excited to start school proper eventhough it will be taxing. I hope the burning desire to learn wont die off soon after the commencement in July.
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I was on a jam-packed activities starting from 1st May 2008.
Let me fill you in with the necessary since I have been updating since I dont know when.
1st May 2008
Started the day early. 9am. When to tutor my student since her Paper 1 was on the next day.
Reached home and took a short nap. Woke up. Went out with him. My treat to the Breeks!
2nd May 2008
After work, met him again. Hmm..for the second time in a week. Met up for dinner and headed home.
3rd May 2008
Headed down to town. In search of his shoes but to no avail. Instead I got something for myself!
4th May 2008
Morning jog. Slept. Tutoring AGAIN!
5th May 2008
Met up with Shahdon and Ashikin for dinner. At Simpang Bedok! (which I wrongly-typed as Bedok Corner). It was the Singapura way! Fun! I've decided to head back there with my parents and maybe with him (on separate days of course!)
The dinner was on Shahdon! Thanks ya! Totally appreciate it!
And he is on his way to Temburong, Brunei as I type this out.
I have never felt so bloated before. We ordered like we have 6 people eating it. When it was just the 3 of us.
T3 was nothing spectacular. Except its interior design is pretty nice.
What you expect when Singapore spent a bomb on it?!
The 'Hot Seat' thingy really spiced up the night.
Only that Shahdon's too shy to answer our 'intimate' questions.
6th May 2008
Watched Harold and Kumar: Escape from Guantanamo Bay with my colleague, Christa. Hilarious! But way too explicit for me and I think for her.
Quite shocked to watch too many topless and bottomless scenes in one night.
7th May 2008
Hey guess what?
By this time, I already felt sick! Took 1/2 day and went to work in the afternoon.
And I still dragged myself to Bugis Street and shopped. I couldnt believe myself!
At the end of it, I was half-dead. Felt crappy. My face was red. It felt as though I can collapse any moment.
8th May 2008
I was down with FLU! Slept the whole day.
9th May 2008
Was supposed to resume work today but still felt sick.
Took another day MC.
I am beginning to believe that I am aging too fast for my age.
I cant even handle the abovementioned schedule without making myself fall sick. Haiz!
03 May 2008
Dear all..
Please bear with this blogskin for awhile..
Will do the re-constructioning of this blog once I am less occupied with stuffs.
Now, how I wish that my office computer has the access to Blogger and other related websites..
I am deprive of updating my bloggie! There are plenty of things to pen down but there seem to be no opportunities at all.
Since I have come this far to drop a message I might as well progress further by posting an entry right?
It's the 1st weekend of the month! GST offset package money received! People are queueing up impatiently to cash their cheques. So typical!
Oh well...That's not what I want to go to actually. Shah's back from Brunei and left for KL yesterday. We still have yet to have an outing together. Like what is that suppose to be? Haha!
Since I am assigned the honourable task to do the co-ordination of outing..Let's make sure we at least have one ya?
Dear NURUL, ASHIKIN and SHAHDON..
Please reply to this message as soon as possible!
We need to decide on a day for the outing.. I thought of Monday 5/5/2008.
And the venue..Just a simple dinner where we can have plenty of time to talk perhaps?
Or would you all prefer a whole day outing?
I seek your confirmation fast!
Thanks!
Dear Nadira..
When is the most favoured day to go out? I prefer on the 7th May.
Update me ya?
Thanks.
Please bear with this blogskin for awhile..
Will do the re-constructioning of this blog once I am less occupied with stuffs.
Now, how I wish that my office computer has the access to Blogger and other related websites..
I am deprive of updating my bloggie! There are plenty of things to pen down but there seem to be no opportunities at all.
Since I have come this far to drop a message I might as well progress further by posting an entry right?
It's the 1st weekend of the month! GST offset package money received! People are queueing up impatiently to cash their cheques. So typical!
Oh well...That's not what I want to go to actually. Shah's back from Brunei and left for KL yesterday. We still have yet to have an outing together. Like what is that suppose to be? Haha!
Since I am assigned the honourable task to do the co-ordination of outing..Let's make sure we at least have one ya?
Dear NURUL, ASHIKIN and SHAHDON..
Please reply to this message as soon as possible!
We need to decide on a day for the outing.. I thought of Monday 5/5/2008.
And the venue..Just a simple dinner where we can have plenty of time to talk perhaps?
Or would you all prefer a whole day outing?
I seek your confirmation fast!
Thanks!
Dear Nadira..
When is the most favoured day to go out? I prefer on the 7th May.
Update me ya?
Thanks.
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Craving for that shopping spree at Bugis Village on a weekday..Cepat2 ye awk?!
02 May 2008
Curiosity starts to boil up and my very own detective game begins. Piecing bits of information together. Weighing the probability. That lengthy revelation keeps playing in my mind like some kind of good old movie. It’s like an unexpected twist to a perfect fairytale. What you see are superficial. What’s between the lines are preposterous.
I shall keep mum and not to blurt out anything. Should keep reminding myself that since I have this itchy mouth and the tendency to spill the beans.
Actually, the beans have been spilled not long ago. HAHA! I succumb to my very own temptation. Well well..Lucky the secret remains between us. Hope it will remain like this.
Been meaning to update my blog for so many weeks but I keep diverting my attention to other things..
I will try to update it soonest possible and change my twisted Blogskin..
Need to start working once again..Tada!
I shall keep mum and not to blurt out anything. Should keep reminding myself that since I have this itchy mouth and the tendency to spill the beans.
Actually, the beans have been spilled not long ago. HAHA! I succumb to my very own temptation. Well well..Lucky the secret remains between us. Hope it will remain like this.
Been meaning to update my blog for so many weeks but I keep diverting my attention to other things..
I will try to update it soonest possible and change my twisted Blogskin..
Need to start working once again..Tada!
12 April 2008
My New Found Idol
Keluar pagi balik petang
Adakala sampai malam
Cari rezeki bawa pulang
Buat orang yang tersayang
ooo bersabarlah
Wajahmu dimana mana
Senyum kasih mesra kasih
Cinta murni kan bersemi
Bersama ketulusan budi
ooo bersemilah
[Bridge]
Lama kucarik rahsia kaseh
Rindu kaseh untuk berkaseh
Senang senang duduk di serambi
Senandung lagu puisi
Zikir zaman nyanyian zaman
[Chorus]
Andai kasturi hilang harum
Mawar tak berkuntum
Cinta tak bersambung
Biar emas setinggi gunung
Kan ku peluk rimbun ampun
Rahmat yang Maha Agung
Keluar pagi balik petang
Adakala sampai malam
Cari rezeki bawa pulang
Buat orang yang tersayang
ooo bersabarlah
Wajahmu dimana mana
Senyum kasih mesra kasih
Cinta murni kan bersemi
Bersama ketulusan budi
ooo bersemilah
[Bridge]
Lama kucarik rahsia kaseh
Rindu kaseh untuk berkaseh
Senang senang duduk di serambi
Senandung lagu puisi
Zikir zaman nyanyian zaman
[Chorus]
Andai kasturi hilang harum
Mawar tak berkuntum
Cinta tak bersambung
Biar emas setinggi gunung
Kan ku peluk rimbun ampun
Rahmat yang Maha Agung
11 April 2008
Feast your eyes with my yet another blogskin with a tinge of Asian delights.
Not been updating religiously but will definitely attempt an entry before the week ends.
I AM AWFULLY BROKE!!!
In need of some kind of miracle to happen. Like money drop down from the sky? Or the least dramatic one..ERS money!!
Before I blabber non-stop will end here for now.
Good Night!
Not been updating religiously but will definitely attempt an entry before the week ends.
I AM AWFULLY BROKE!!!
In need of some kind of miracle to happen. Like money drop down from the sky? Or the least dramatic one..ERS money!!
Before I blabber non-stop will end here for now.
Good Night!
24 March 2008
This is a story about him and her.
She, who waited foolishly for him to return by her side.
He, who thinks that his "adorable" nature can bring him far.
My intention is not to intrude into their world.
I just cant stand the fact that he never learn his lesson and she cant let go.
I was once a victim but thankfully I realized my stupidity before it stray away too far.
If I still have yet to get over it I might as well give myself a tight slap.
I am a happier person after being fooled into that so called "love".
He thinks that his looks can woo every female on this universe and that his sweet words melt everyone hearts.
He thinks his good looks score lots of points but he fails to see that his lack of intellectual ability and immaturity score higher points as well.
He failed to see the pureness of her heart. He ridiculed her love. He abused the situation and made it seem that she wronged him.
He is too proud to allow himself to be the one in the wrong.
She is a fool to believe she was the one who wronged him and apologized.
She begged for his love and is under his mercy.
Why?
Why jump into pool of misery when you can lead a happier life without him?
What makes you think he loves you as much as you love him?
If he loves you, he would have made a small sacrifice for you.
When a guy fall in loves, he loves dearly.
Pardon me if I'm wrong but from what I can see..
He easily chucked you aside to pursue fame.
He easily pick himself up while you still shed endless tears.
You should be shedding tears of joy that you don't end up with someone as egoistic and selfish as him.
When he said you deserves someone better. Believe it. You do deserves someone thousand times better than him.
My hope is to see you finally move on and find a new definition of happiness.
It doesn't necessarily evolves around him. In fact, happiness might be away from him. :)
Please stop inflicting pain to the heart. It's unhealthy. Seriously.
Maybe my perception is very prejudice. Sorry.
She, who waited foolishly for him to return by her side.
He, who thinks that his "adorable" nature can bring him far.
My intention is not to intrude into their world.
I just cant stand the fact that he never learn his lesson and she cant let go.
I was once a victim but thankfully I realized my stupidity before it stray away too far.
If I still have yet to get over it I might as well give myself a tight slap.
I am a happier person after being fooled into that so called "love".
He thinks that his looks can woo every female on this universe and that his sweet words melt everyone hearts.
He thinks his good looks score lots of points but he fails to see that his lack of intellectual ability and immaturity score higher points as well.
He failed to see the pureness of her heart. He ridiculed her love. He abused the situation and made it seem that she wronged him.
He is too proud to allow himself to be the one in the wrong.
She is a fool to believe she was the one who wronged him and apologized.
She begged for his love and is under his mercy.
Why?
Why jump into pool of misery when you can lead a happier life without him?
What makes you think he loves you as much as you love him?
If he loves you, he would have made a small sacrifice for you.
When a guy fall in loves, he loves dearly.
Pardon me if I'm wrong but from what I can see..
He easily chucked you aside to pursue fame.
He easily pick himself up while you still shed endless tears.
You should be shedding tears of joy that you don't end up with someone as egoistic and selfish as him.
When he said you deserves someone better. Believe it. You do deserves someone thousand times better than him.
My hope is to see you finally move on and find a new definition of happiness.
It doesn't necessarily evolves around him. In fact, happiness might be away from him. :)
Please stop inflicting pain to the heart. It's unhealthy. Seriously.
Maybe my perception is very prejudice. Sorry.
23 March 2008
Again, my entry always come very very late..As requested by Nadira somewhere in early March, I shall post up the 10 random things now
1. I am beginning to feel that his skin is much more smoother than mine. Argh!! I have been taking extra care for my skin. Regular scrubbing and sufficient moisturising.I'm slowly turning into a freak..
2. Addiction to Korean Dramas isn't that healthy afterall. It cause you to be broke before the end of the month and encourage the development of eye bags due to late nights. *Sigh*
3. Finally my office computer has been upgraded to Windows XP and I am able to access to MSN! What a delightful activity I can engage myself in. Hehe!
4. I am having a date with Ms Nadira Bte Zainal on Friday and to indulge in another dramatic experience. Really looking forward to it. Hehe!
5. Met up with Shikin on the eve of Good Friday with the initial plan on watching Rule #1 at Century Square. However, since we both thought that it was better to spend some quality time together, we headed for Pizza Hut. HAHA! I felt she have taken over my "chimpanzee"ness and I cant help it but to laugh.
6.This is the 1st time in my 22nd years of living that I bumped into two guys who got not much of the look but flirt around like there is no tomorrow. A total turn-off.
7. Currently, a Chinese neighbour of my aunt thinks that I'm drop dead gorgeous and have the intention of match-making his son with me!!! I am so flabbergasted! He even think of converting his son into a Muslim. *faints*
8. I saw my junior Damai Secondary counsellor last week when he decided to barge into my privacy during my word search game in the bus. What a coincidence!
9. My Mak's Birthday is just around the corner and I bought for her an advanced gift. I am so proud of myself. I presented her with something she can use continuously.
10. Our relationship may seem low profile due to the fact that very minimal information has been disclose publicly. It does not mean you don't matter or that I refuse to talk about you. I think by now you know the reason why. Apart from this, I want to let you know no words can describe what we go through together. No words is comparable to my feelings. I don't care even if the world is against us. I will keep holding on to the same promise we made the last 2 years. Who cares if they feel you aint good looking for their liking? All that are superficial. And it's me who is with you. Not them. Let the world talk 'cos they don't know what really is in the heart.
Tada! Done..
1. I am beginning to feel that his skin is much more smoother than mine. Argh!! I have been taking extra care for my skin. Regular scrubbing and sufficient moisturising.I'm slowly turning into a freak..
2. Addiction to Korean Dramas isn't that healthy afterall. It cause you to be broke before the end of the month and encourage the development of eye bags due to late nights. *Sigh*
3. Finally my office computer has been upgraded to Windows XP and I am able to access to MSN! What a delightful activity I can engage myself in. Hehe!
4. I am having a date with Ms Nadira Bte Zainal on Friday and to indulge in another dramatic experience. Really looking forward to it. Hehe!
5. Met up with Shikin on the eve of Good Friday with the initial plan on watching Rule #1 at Century Square. However, since we both thought that it was better to spend some quality time together, we headed for Pizza Hut. HAHA! I felt she have taken over my "chimpanzee"ness and I cant help it but to laugh.
6.This is the 1st time in my 22nd years of living that I bumped into two guys who got not much of the look but flirt around like there is no tomorrow. A total turn-off.
7. Currently, a Chinese neighbour of my aunt thinks that I'm drop dead gorgeous and have the intention of match-making his son with me!!! I am so flabbergasted! He even think of converting his son into a Muslim. *faints*
8. I saw my junior Damai Secondary counsellor last week when he decided to barge into my privacy during my word search game in the bus. What a coincidence!
9. My Mak's Birthday is just around the corner and I bought for her an advanced gift. I am so proud of myself. I presented her with something she can use continuously.
10. Our relationship may seem low profile due to the fact that very minimal information has been disclose publicly. It does not mean you don't matter or that I refuse to talk about you. I think by now you know the reason why. Apart from this, I want to let you know no words can describe what we go through together. No words is comparable to my feelings. I don't care even if the world is against us. I will keep holding on to the same promise we made the last 2 years. Who cares if they feel you aint good looking for their liking? All that are superficial. And it's me who is with you. Not them. Let the world talk 'cos they don't know what really is in the heart.
Tada! Done..
08 March 2008
07 March 2008
29 February 2008
I prefer to be messy now. Thus, I came up with this entry. Unorganized and appears haphazard.
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Stepping into the student’s shoes in April and I think that will definitely spice up my monotonous lifestyle. It will transform my schedule from slack to hectic. I’ve been lazing around too long. Need to gear up into action as soon as possible.
At times, life is a pain in the ass. Which, unfortunately, also seems to apply to my colleagues. Opps! Pardon my bitchiness.. It gets really hard to contain oneself when it comes to such matter.
Ps: Some can’t even pronounce zero properly and still have the cheek to talk about others.
How on earth did I bump into my past? And my present seems to bother me as well.
Please don’t tell me this is ‘THE’ test ‘cos I’m pretty sure I’ll pass with flying colours. Afterall, I’m a distinction student in this subject you call “Loyalty”.
Friends. I have been quite unaware of the “what’s happening” in their lives. Maybe ‘cos I’m a little too caught up in my own world. Too busy sorting out my life. Too busy watching those DVDs. Too busy thinking of the next course of action. Too occupied with God-knows-what. Or perhaps I don’t have many friends to catch up with for a start. Perhaps…perhaps..perhaps..
I am missing theatre already! Please save me..
At times, the people you think are family turn out to be the perfect stranger while vice versa happens. Sigh. Again, life seems unpredictable with every step you take forward.
Boys make a better friend than girls. Period.
When I have a house of my own, I want to furnish it with IKEA purchases.
I AM VERY POSITIVE THAT I AM UNDERPAID!!
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Stepping into the student’s shoes in April and I think that will definitely spice up my monotonous lifestyle. It will transform my schedule from slack to hectic. I’ve been lazing around too long. Need to gear up into action as soon as possible.
At times, life is a pain in the ass. Which, unfortunately, also seems to apply to my colleagues. Opps! Pardon my bitchiness.. It gets really hard to contain oneself when it comes to such matter.
Ps: Some can’t even pronounce zero properly and still have the cheek to talk about others.
How on earth did I bump into my past? And my present seems to bother me as well.
Please don’t tell me this is ‘THE’ test ‘cos I’m pretty sure I’ll pass with flying colours. Afterall, I’m a distinction student in this subject you call “Loyalty”.
Friends. I have been quite unaware of the “what’s happening” in their lives. Maybe ‘cos I’m a little too caught up in my own world. Too busy sorting out my life. Too busy watching those DVDs. Too busy thinking of the next course of action. Too occupied with God-knows-what. Or perhaps I don’t have many friends to catch up with for a start. Perhaps…perhaps..perhaps..
I am missing theatre already! Please save me..
At times, the people you think are family turn out to be the perfect stranger while vice versa happens. Sigh. Again, life seems unpredictable with every step you take forward.
Boys make a better friend than girls. Period.
When I have a house of my own, I want to furnish it with IKEA purchases.
I AM VERY POSITIVE THAT I AM UNDERPAID!!
19 February 2008
Been away for a very long time..
Here’s what I have been up to since my last update:-
CNY’s Break
It was the best ever! Enjoyed it thoroughly till I had to drag myself out of bed on the Monday morning for work. Sianzzzz..
Went out with him almost everyday. Watched Sweeny Todd the 6th February and he was sweet enough to accompany despite the fact it’s a Thriller. The movie was okay and Johnny Depp was fabulous as usual.
On Friday, my first ever picnic and I cooked! Wahaha! Don’t ask me how I managed to do it without burning my entire kitchen. It was pure luck. CNY remember?
Cant get enough of each other? Again, we went out on Saturday but for a short while.
So the bottomline, CNY was spent solely with him. Haha!
Oh I forget to jot this..
I WAS under depression and at the verge of giving up all hope.
I even took leave from work on Tuesday just to clear the mess in my mind and also to allow the puffiness reduce in size.
That relaxation really works its magic!
VALENTINES’ DAY
Oh well, SMSed my Valentines’ day wishes to the ladies. No flowers or chocolates for me AGAIN. He didn’t believe in ALL these. Sheesh! What to do..Haha!
Despite that, I think it was a sweet evening.
Company’s CNY Dinner
BORING! *capitalize and bold*
Nothing new I suppose. The only difference is what I had that day. Hilarious!
Shall post up my 5 course dinner pictures soon.
I was supposed to meet up with Nadira after CNY dinner but cancelled it ‘cos it’s too late. Had phone conversation with her instead. A great one indeed. :)
MY HOPE
Now, I’m praying hard that my application get through and things go on smoothly.
It’s alright if they don’t support me.
I have him, her and them with me!
That’s enough for me to rock the world!
Here’s what I have been up to since my last update:-
CNY’s Break
It was the best ever! Enjoyed it thoroughly till I had to drag myself out of bed on the Monday morning for work. Sianzzzz..
Went out with him almost everyday. Watched Sweeny Todd the 6th February and he was sweet enough to accompany despite the fact it’s a Thriller. The movie was okay and Johnny Depp was fabulous as usual.
On Friday, my first ever picnic and I cooked! Wahaha! Don’t ask me how I managed to do it without burning my entire kitchen. It was pure luck. CNY remember?
Cant get enough of each other? Again, we went out on Saturday but for a short while.
So the bottomline, CNY was spent solely with him. Haha!
Oh I forget to jot this..
I WAS under depression and at the verge of giving up all hope.
I even took leave from work on Tuesday just to clear the mess in my mind and also to allow the puffiness reduce in size.
That relaxation really works its magic!
VALENTINES’ DAY
Oh well, SMSed my Valentines’ day wishes to the ladies. No flowers or chocolates for me AGAIN. He didn’t believe in ALL these. Sheesh! What to do..Haha!
Despite that, I think it was a sweet evening.
Company’s CNY Dinner
BORING! *capitalize and bold*
Nothing new I suppose. The only difference is what I had that day. Hilarious!
Shall post up my 5 course dinner pictures soon.
I was supposed to meet up with Nadira after CNY dinner but cancelled it ‘cos it’s too late. Had phone conversation with her instead. A great one indeed. :)
MY HOPE
Now, I’m praying hard that my application get through and things go on smoothly.
It’s alright if they don’t support me.
I have him, her and them with me!
That’s enough for me to rock the world!
07 February 2008
From HIM to HER
The Heart Never Lies
Some people laugh, some people cry
Some people live, some people die
Some people run, right into the fire
Some people hide their every desire
But we are the lovers
If you don't believe me
Then just look into my eyes
'cause the heart never lies
Some people fight, some people fall
Others pretend they don't care at all
If you wanna fight I'll stand right beside you
The day that you fall I'll be right behind you
To pick up the pieces
If you don't believe me
Just look into my eyes
'cause the heart never lies
Woah
Woah
Another year over, and we're still together
It's not always easy, but I'm here forever
We are the lovers
I know you believe me
When you look into my eyes
'cause the heart never lies
Hey
And we are the lovers
I know you believe me
When you look into my eyes
'cause the heart never lies
Oh-oh-woah
Woah
Another year over, and we're still together
It's not always easy, but I'm here forever
Yeah we are the lovers, I know you believe me
When you look into my eyes
'cause the heart never lies
'cause the heart never lies
Because the heart never lies
From HER to HIM
You lit up my dark nights and shelter me from stormy days..
You are my reason for staying and not departing..
And you are right, the heart never lies :)
Ps: Thanks for the comfort and care today. Loves..
The Heart Never Lies
Some people laugh, some people cry
Some people live, some people die
Some people run, right into the fire
Some people hide their every desire
But we are the lovers
If you don't believe me
Then just look into my eyes
'cause the heart never lies
Some people fight, some people fall
Others pretend they don't care at all
If you wanna fight I'll stand right beside you
The day that you fall I'll be right behind you
To pick up the pieces
If you don't believe me
Just look into my eyes
'cause the heart never lies
Woah
Woah
Another year over, and we're still together
It's not always easy, but I'm here forever
We are the lovers
I know you believe me
When you look into my eyes
'cause the heart never lies
Hey
And we are the lovers
I know you believe me
When you look into my eyes
'cause the heart never lies
Oh-oh-woah
Woah
Another year over, and we're still together
It's not always easy, but I'm here forever
Yeah we are the lovers, I know you believe me
When you look into my eyes
'cause the heart never lies
'cause the heart never lies
Because the heart never lies
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From HER to HIM
You lit up my dark nights and shelter me from stormy days..
You are my reason for staying and not departing..
And you are right, the heart never lies :)
Ps: Thanks for the comfort and care today. Loves..
05 February 2008
Opened up a fresh word document with the intention to write a short-story in Malay.
My good intention failed since I faced alot of difficulty coming up with descriptive words in Malay. I, unconsciously, started to think in English and I had to resort to the Oxford Malay-English dictionary as an aid.
It began to turn out time-consuming and decided to call it quit. Shite!
It is always the case when you are too used to doing everything in English?
If it is, then it is very depressing for me now.
My future goal is to publish my own book in Malay mind you and now this is happening to me.
Perhaps, I'm just exaggerating here but it will definitely need effort to pick-up that same old writing skill I once possessed. Sigh.
Oh by the way, I'm just done with looking through Johnny Deep's filmography and my respect for his acting carreer just step up a notch. I wasnt a fan of him until recently. The way he portrayed different character is astounding. The moral of the story is: Never go for the norm.
My good intention failed since I faced alot of difficulty coming up with descriptive words in Malay. I, unconsciously, started to think in English and I had to resort to the Oxford Malay-English dictionary as an aid.
It began to turn out time-consuming and decided to call it quit. Shite!
It is always the case when you are too used to doing everything in English?
If it is, then it is very depressing for me now.
My future goal is to publish my own book in Malay mind you and now this is happening to me.
Perhaps, I'm just exaggerating here but it will definitely need effort to pick-up that same old writing skill I once possessed. Sigh.
Oh by the way, I'm just done with looking through Johnny Deep's filmography and my respect for his acting carreer just step up a notch. I wasnt a fan of him until recently. The way he portrayed different character is astounding. The moral of the story is: Never go for the norm.
01 February 2008
Who moved my cheese?
A story once told is now spread like wild fire.
Spread those positivity and optimism throughout.
I am glad I came across it because it changes my perception.
A new month brings a new set of changes.
I need to somehow switch from that autopilot to manual mode.
I need to be more independent now.
Now, I really believe what my dad repeatedly tell me..
Don't rely on others but yourself!
His words prove to be right.
I am confident the close ones will help but I was disappointed by the outcome.
I broke down in despair.
Anyway, thank you to my listening ear, whom ignite that passion when someone decided to blow it off.
I promise to fight all the way and make ALL of you proud.
Thanks Mak and Ayah..
Your approval and support really means the whole world to me.
A story once told is now spread like wild fire.
Spread those positivity and optimism throughout.
I am glad I came across it because it changes my perception.
A new month brings a new set of changes.
I need to somehow switch from that autopilot to manual mode.
I need to be more independent now.
Now, I really believe what my dad repeatedly tell me..
Don't rely on others but yourself!
His words prove to be right.
I am confident the close ones will help but I was disappointed by the outcome.
I broke down in despair.
Anyway, thank you to my listening ear, whom ignite that passion when someone decided to blow it off.
I promise to fight all the way and make ALL of you proud.
Thanks Mak and Ayah..
Your approval and support really means the whole world to me.
Devil wears Prada was mind-blowing.
On the other hand, MY FATHER deserves some credits for the well-crafted portrayal of father-son relationship.
I never knew that it aches so much. I never knew that a certain connection can occur.
Language isn't a barrier or a limitation to pure enjoyment!
I am currently addicted to movie marathon. It's simply divine laying on your bed while indulging oneself with a good movie.
Daily therapy I must say.
Well...
What's next on my list?
More self-indulgence?
Let's begin by doing something to the woman's crown! *ponders*
Who says money cant buy happiness?
Oh..Maybe not too often.
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Money is not everything. Was offered a better salary but rejected it.
Call me Stupid but I think I am smart.
To work for someone that constantly elevate your blood pressure isn't healthy.
I am not going to continuously entertain ridiculous behavior from him.
He irritates me more than I can imagine.
AND the worse thing..he did it with a smile!
Cunning as a fox!
There you have it, my rant for the day. About work. Totally unnecessary!
That's why it is publicize here you see. Not in some hidden diary.
Written on:
Monday,28th January 2008
On the other hand, MY FATHER deserves some credits for the well-crafted portrayal of father-son relationship.
I never knew that it aches so much. I never knew that a certain connection can occur.
Language isn't a barrier or a limitation to pure enjoyment!
I am currently addicted to movie marathon. It's simply divine laying on your bed while indulging oneself with a good movie.
Daily therapy I must say.
Well...
What's next on my list?
More self-indulgence?
Let's begin by doing something to the woman's crown! *ponders*
Who says money cant buy happiness?
Oh..Maybe not too often.
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Money is not everything. Was offered a better salary but rejected it.
Call me Stupid but I think I am smart.
To work for someone that constantly elevate your blood pressure isn't healthy.
I am not going to continuously entertain ridiculous behavior from him.
He irritates me more than I can imagine.
AND the worse thing..he did it with a smile!
Cunning as a fox!
There you have it, my rant for the day. About work. Totally unnecessary!
That's why it is publicize here you see. Not in some hidden diary.
Written on:
Monday,28th January 2008
27 January 2008
In pursuit of happiness..
I think you deserve a spot in my blog and I also think I owe you an apology.
Again, I am the one who started it all.
And again, I ruined that day.
I dragged you from the East to the West just to purchase my desired gadget.
I am sorry for doing the things I did out of anger and my egoistic mindset.
I am sorry at the start of this New Year I have already broken a promise.
What I had written as my resolution, I failed to apply right at the very beginning.
You can call me Stubborn, Ego or whatever you deem fit and I wont say a word.
I know I am in the wrong. Therefore, I am trying to amend it.
This apology come a little too late since that event was a few weeks ago.
BUT I feel oblige to let you know I am trying my best to make it up to you.
I know you have forgiven me without me even trying hard to apologize.
Nonetheless, one cant be very ignorant about another person's feeling.
I have hurt you countless of times..
Sorry.
I think you deserve a spot in my blog and I also think I owe you an apology.
Again, I am the one who started it all.
And again, I ruined that day.
I dragged you from the East to the West just to purchase my desired gadget.
I am sorry for doing the things I did out of anger and my egoistic mindset.
I am sorry at the start of this New Year I have already broken a promise.
What I had written as my resolution, I failed to apply right at the very beginning.
You can call me Stubborn, Ego or whatever you deem fit and I wont say a word.
I know I am in the wrong. Therefore, I am trying to amend it.
This apology come a little too late since that event was a few weeks ago.
BUT I feel oblige to let you know I am trying my best to make it up to you.
I know you have forgiven me without me even trying hard to apologize.
Nonetheless, one cant be very ignorant about another person's feeling.
I have hurt you countless of times..
Sorry.
01 January 2008
Feeling nostalgic at the moment and I came across this song..
What a perfect moment.
When I first listen to it, that's when I know I fall in love.
I put this on loop. As I continuously listen to it, the lyrics just sink in deep into my heart.
How true are those words I cant seem to conjure..
How perfect it describe what I was incapable of..
Ah! I'm such a hopeless romantic to my surprise.
30 December 2007
As promised, I shall disclose the answers for my 7th December entry.
1) The murderer is the crew because he was telling a lie.
*hint: Think of Japan's flag*
2) If you choose (a), you are a two timer in your relationship.
If you choose (b), you are loyal n faithful to your partner.
If you choose (c), you are a flirt!!
That's it for the day..Bye!
1) The murderer is the crew because he was telling a lie.
*hint: Think of Japan's flag*
2) If you choose (a), you are a two timer in your relationship.
If you choose (b), you are loyal n faithful to your partner.
If you choose (c), you are a flirt!!
That's it for the day..Bye!
At the shrine of friendship Never say die, Let the wine of friendship never run dry.
~ Les Misérables ~
Just one more day before a new chapter begins. It will mark the unforgettable events that you will cherish or despise for the years to come. I've said enough before and I wont bother to repeat myself. Let's just feast our eyes with the natures' beauty instead.
~ Les Misérables ~
Just one more day before a new chapter begins. It will mark the unforgettable events that you will cherish or despise for the years to come. I've said enough before and I wont bother to repeat myself. Let's just feast our eyes with the natures' beauty instead.
18 December 2007
2007 is coming to an end while 2008 is nearing hopefully bringing along with it another 12 months of joyous moments.
2007 has indeed been another year to remember. I entered the year not knowing what to expect and in turn I received a whole lots of unexpected things.
The beginning of the year I struggled to adapt to the working world and decided to break away from theatre for quite a while. It was such a surprise when calculation was made and I came up with 1 year of non-existence in theatre. That’s a very long period I must say. And true enough, as predicted I faced difficulties to re-adapt into that as well.
So much adaptation was done. So much struggled faced. That just made me a better person (hopefully).
This year not only was it merely events of adaptation but also 12 months a various tests of faith and trust.
I could explain no further how much it takes to be constantly challenged emotionally. It was definitely draining. I could never keep track of how many times I shed tears for the people I cherish the most. How many times disappointment hits right in front of my face.. and how many times I thought of giving up all hopes but eventually hold on because I still believe. I still care. I care too much in fact to let go.
I know I have made a HUGE mistake due to my ego. That is not taking your hand whenever you need me to. And I even refuse to make the first move to make things better. My ego is just too huge.
For all that, I apologize and as one of the New Year’s resolution, I would love to improve on this aspect.
In conjunction with the closure of 2007, I would like to make a closing speech before I fly off in two days time.
Such beautiful memories have been carved in my mind for 2007 and all these can never happen without the people around me i.e. my friends, family and him.
I am thanking ALL of you whom in one way or another successfully bring joy and add colors to my not-so colorful life.
Thanks to Nurul, Ashikin and Shahdon for staying as my friends eversince our unglamorous years in Damai Secondary School. I hope our friendship remains for many2 years to come. And yes people, we have grown up and some changes are inevitable and perhaps vital to us.
Thanks to YOU for making me feel so special and let’s pray we can survive this rocky journey together. I really cherish you!
Thanks to Nadira for those fashion advises. Hehe! And most importantly, for being that uber sweet friend throughout. Hey, it’s almost 3 years since our very first outing after Devdas production right? And it fell on New Year? Haha! What a New Year back then. J
And to those whose names are not mentioned above, rest assured you are still remembered. And pardon me for not including your names here.
Lastly, SELAMAT HARI RAYA AIDILADHA, MERRY CHRISTMAS and HAPPY NEW YEAR in advance to ALL Bloggers!!
Will update again a week from now!
2007 has indeed been another year to remember. I entered the year not knowing what to expect and in turn I received a whole lots of unexpected things.
The beginning of the year I struggled to adapt to the working world and decided to break away from theatre for quite a while. It was such a surprise when calculation was made and I came up with 1 year of non-existence in theatre. That’s a very long period I must say. And true enough, as predicted I faced difficulties to re-adapt into that as well.
So much adaptation was done. So much struggled faced. That just made me a better person (hopefully).
This year not only was it merely events of adaptation but also 12 months a various tests of faith and trust.
I could explain no further how much it takes to be constantly challenged emotionally. It was definitely draining. I could never keep track of how many times I shed tears for the people I cherish the most. How many times disappointment hits right in front of my face.. and how many times I thought of giving up all hopes but eventually hold on because I still believe. I still care. I care too much in fact to let go.
I know I have made a HUGE mistake due to my ego. That is not taking your hand whenever you need me to. And I even refuse to make the first move to make things better. My ego is just too huge.
For all that, I apologize and as one of the New Year’s resolution, I would love to improve on this aspect.
In conjunction with the closure of 2007, I would like to make a closing speech before I fly off in two days time.
Such beautiful memories have been carved in my mind for 2007 and all these can never happen without the people around me i.e. my friends, family and him.
I am thanking ALL of you whom in one way or another successfully bring joy and add colors to my not-so colorful life.
Thanks to Nurul, Ashikin and Shahdon for staying as my friends eversince our unglamorous years in Damai Secondary School. I hope our friendship remains for many2 years to come. And yes people, we have grown up and some changes are inevitable and perhaps vital to us.
Thanks to YOU for making me feel so special and let’s pray we can survive this rocky journey together. I really cherish you!
Thanks to Nadira for those fashion advises. Hehe! And most importantly, for being that uber sweet friend throughout. Hey, it’s almost 3 years since our very first outing after Devdas production right? And it fell on New Year? Haha! What a New Year back then. J
And to those whose names are not mentioned above, rest assured you are still remembered. And pardon me for not including your names here.
Lastly, SELAMAT HARI RAYA AIDILADHA, MERRY CHRISTMAS and HAPPY NEW YEAR in advance to ALL Bloggers!!
Will update again a week from now!
14 December 2007
I just come to a realisation that I have not been posting nothing else other than mere words.
Okay, I know it is highly depressing to just stare at word after word in a blog. I cant find the time to post up pictures and thus I cant fulfill a request on posting pictures of what's happening in Singapore.
I will update religiously this weekend by posting up any due photos or entries before I go on a 6 days hiatus.
Let me jot down the list of items/things I wish to get for myself for Christmas/New Year
Okay, I know it is highly depressing to just stare at word after word in a blog. I cant find the time to post up pictures and thus I cant fulfill a request on posting pictures of what's happening in Singapore.
I will update religiously this weekend by posting up any due photos or entries before I go on a 6 days hiatus.
Let me jot down the list of items/things I wish to get for myself for Christmas/New Year
- 2 pair of dresses
- A Pair of jeans
- 4-5 new tops/blouses
- Exclusive/ Exquisite accessories
- Medium-sized Handbag
- 2 pairs of shoes
Haha! I think it sounds like alot of spending need to be done. Nevermind. Self-indulgence before I proceed on a strict budget by January 2008
11 December 2007
Tomorrow I OFFICIALLY need not have to come into the Office! Let's celebrate!
I am going for a course and that's why I am still in the office at this hour trying to clear as many pending work as possible before I go MIA the day after.
I am pretty worried about my fate for January 2008 since the performance of my superior is not so fantastic. Shit! I hate to think about the bad bonus. Cross fingers and hope things will get better within this few days. Not much money coming in and I am VERY scared that we are unable to pull off this month's Billing.
Enough said about the above. Maybe I shall move on to non-work related topics instead. My countdown is ON! 9 more days.. and 2 weeks to ehem ehem ehem! Wahaha! This is really very exciting indeed.
Beside work, I am trying to clear off the pending project I am currently pursuing. I never knew that it will be this hard. Thorough research need to be done and I better try to come with something fast.
So for those who are involve, I will forward it to you guys in due course.
Apologies for the delay. It will definitely be alive and kicking!
I am going for a course and that's why I am still in the office at this hour trying to clear as many pending work as possible before I go MIA the day after.
I am pretty worried about my fate for January 2008 since the performance of my superior is not so fantastic. Shit! I hate to think about the bad bonus. Cross fingers and hope things will get better within this few days. Not much money coming in and I am VERY scared that we are unable to pull off this month's Billing.
Enough said about the above. Maybe I shall move on to non-work related topics instead. My countdown is ON! 9 more days.. and 2 weeks to ehem ehem ehem! Wahaha! This is really very exciting indeed.
Beside work, I am trying to clear off the pending project I am currently pursuing. I never knew that it will be this hard. Thorough research need to be done and I better try to come with something fast.
So for those who are involve, I will forward it to you guys in due course.
Apologies for the delay. It will definitely be alive and kicking!
10 December 2007
Yesterday, I surfed the Net for hours since it was my relax-one-corner day. I started to search for any relevant websites to find out more about Taiwan night markets and the hotels I am going to stay in. Very exciting.
I dont even realise that somewhere along the way I digressed to the Star Cruise website. Haha! Jaw-dropping promotions!!
I want MY DREAM CRUISE!! Please..
I dont even realise that somewhere along the way I digressed to the Star Cruise website. Haha! Jaw-dropping promotions!!
I want MY DREAM CRUISE!! Please..
07 December 2007
I am doing my update in the office again since my home PC is not willing to put me through the Blogger website which I dont know why.
Anyway, let me ask you guys a riddle to crack and a question to answer. Kindly leave your wonderful answers on my TagBoard.
1) A murder took place in a Japanese Navy ship at 2 am. The police questioned all who were on board.
Captain: Sir, I was sleeping when the murder took place.
Cook: I was cooking..
Crew: The flag was upside down..So I turn it upright again
Anchorman: I was anchoring
The Police immediately arrest the murderer. Who is the murderer and why?
2) Close your eyes and imagine you are walking through a forest. Suddenly, you come across a cave and enter it. What did you see inside the cave?
Please choose one of the following.
a) A canned food
b) Dead body
c) Treasure chest
Happy trying! The answers will be revealed in my next entry.
Anyway, let me ask you guys a riddle to crack and a question to answer. Kindly leave your wonderful answers on my TagBoard.
1) A murder took place in a Japanese Navy ship at 2 am. The police questioned all who were on board.
Captain: Sir, I was sleeping when the murder took place.
Cook: I was cooking..
Crew: The flag was upside down..So I turn it upright again
Anchorman: I was anchoring
The Police immediately arrest the murderer. Who is the murderer and why?
2) Close your eyes and imagine you are walking through a forest. Suddenly, you come across a cave and enter it. What did you see inside the cave?
Please choose one of the following.
a) A canned food
b) Dead body
c) Treasure chest
Happy trying! The answers will be revealed in my next entry.
05 December 2007
I have been MIA-ing for the past 2 weeks from here due to many-many reasons and one of them is that I really cant find the time to do the updating.
I have plenty to pour out here and let's do it in sequence from the earliest to the recent events.
On 1st December 2007, Saturday happened to be the most terrible day of my life. It started bad and then it got worst. That particular morning I woke up for Drama rehearsal as per normal only to find the cast members seemed no where in sight. Okay I waited. Then found out from Nad that the co-lead was still taking his beautiful SLEEP. Argh!! I waited till I got sleepy. I did not perform during the rehearsal and struggle with the monologue. GUESS what?! ALL due to my OVER-CONFIDENCE thinking that I can pull it off without reading the script many2 times. Shit! Did I just confessed something here? *hides self and let NO one finds out*
After rehearsal, I met him and thought my unfortunate events stopped when the clock strikes 3pm. BUT no. It didnt happen that way. I had forgotten to book the movie tickets and cancelled the plan. Ended up at Mustafa shopping for toiletries when suddenly felt very faint. As though the people around sucked up my energy. I felt like shit. Dragging my feet to the train station and wishing to get a bite asap. It never felt that good after a hearty meal at KFC. I never eaten so much during a single meal before.
The day proceeded quite well until it was time to go home. I felt very very cold and physically and mentally shagged. I didnt know why it all happened that way. It felt like 24km route march! Haiz. Shivered like no one business. Upon reaching home, I laid on the bed and headed straight to dreamland.That was how shagged I was.
Okay, I have turned a day even into a 3 paragraph short-story. Wonderful!
Proceeding to the recent events..
I am currently typing away in my office. Yes, I am still in the office drafting WILLS. Those documents drive me crazy. I cant stand it!!
Somehow, in the office, I have so much inspiration pouring out that I begin to enjoy blogging in the office after 6pm. Haha! I really need to get a life!
After so much delay, finally managed to watch "ENCHANTED". Ahhhhhhhhh.. Uber sweet!
*sings* I have been dreaming of a true love kiss...
It's a movie worth watching. Tuesday night was well-spent and free food never fails to make me happy. *winks*
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By the way, before I forget..Special Thanks to Shikin and Nurul for making dining at Ramen Ten fun! :) See you guys soon. And yes, Life have to move on people!
I have plenty to pour out here and let's do it in sequence from the earliest to the recent events.
On 1st December 2007, Saturday happened to be the most terrible day of my life. It started bad and then it got worst. That particular morning I woke up for Drama rehearsal as per normal only to find the cast members seemed no where in sight. Okay I waited. Then found out from Nad that the co-lead was still taking his beautiful SLEEP. Argh!! I waited till I got sleepy. I did not perform during the rehearsal and struggle with the monologue. GUESS what?! ALL due to my OVER-CONFIDENCE thinking that I can pull it off without reading the script many2 times. Shit! Did I just confessed something here? *hides self and let NO one finds out*
After rehearsal, I met him and thought my unfortunate events stopped when the clock strikes 3pm. BUT no. It didnt happen that way. I had forgotten to book the movie tickets and cancelled the plan. Ended up at Mustafa shopping for toiletries when suddenly felt very faint. As though the people around sucked up my energy. I felt like shit. Dragging my feet to the train station and wishing to get a bite asap. It never felt that good after a hearty meal at KFC. I never eaten so much during a single meal before.
The day proceeded quite well until it was time to go home. I felt very very cold and physically and mentally shagged. I didnt know why it all happened that way. It felt like 24km route march! Haiz. Shivered like no one business. Upon reaching home, I laid on the bed and headed straight to dreamland.That was how shagged I was.
Okay, I have turned a day even into a 3 paragraph short-story. Wonderful!
Proceeding to the recent events..
I am currently typing away in my office. Yes, I am still in the office drafting WILLS. Those documents drive me crazy. I cant stand it!!
Somehow, in the office, I have so much inspiration pouring out that I begin to enjoy blogging in the office after 6pm. Haha! I really need to get a life!
After so much delay, finally managed to watch "ENCHANTED". Ahhhhhhhhh.. Uber sweet!
*sings* I have been dreaming of a true love kiss...
It's a movie worth watching. Tuesday night was well-spent and free food never fails to make me happy. *winks*
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By the way, before I forget..Special Thanks to Shikin and Nurul for making dining at Ramen Ten fun! :) See you guys soon. And yes, Life have to move on people!
17 November 2007
You know what I miss the most right now?
I miss YOU. *sigh*
I finally get my hands on acting once over again and it never felt better. Only that certain things just aint the same. With all that said, they aint a bad bunch afterall. Haha! Maybe you just cant judge from what you see because they might deceive you. Just like how I was deceived by certain people. I need to expect the unexpected.
The short get-to-know session really tells alot about someone. How they view things and how they react to it. I think sociology and human psychology are two subjects that's worth studying for. HAHA!
I am mentally shag right now but I cant seem to sleep. Since it'll be quite difficult to put things into sentences let me random for once here.
So let the ball rolling...
I hate public declaration of love and lust. Eww..Please keep them private ya.
The older you get, the more insensible you are. Sheesh.
Leave the guy who put his dream before anything else including you. He's not worth the catch.
Being silly helps to calm nerves.
I am surprise by how well I get along with unexpected people.
Still unhappy about the two buggers.
Learn to listen ONLY to the good things. Your life will be blissful rest assured.
I like certain moments to be Private and Confidential. So stop asking.
Talking about feelings, you cant be very confident about it because you will never know what's in store for you.
Be careful what you wish for 'cos it can backfire. *winks*
The two years worth more than anything else in the WORLD.
Life is getting taxing at my end.
I miss YOU. *sigh*
I finally get my hands on acting once over again and it never felt better. Only that certain things just aint the same. With all that said, they aint a bad bunch afterall. Haha! Maybe you just cant judge from what you see because they might deceive you. Just like how I was deceived by certain people. I need to expect the unexpected.
The short get-to-know session really tells alot about someone. How they view things and how they react to it. I think sociology and human psychology are two subjects that's worth studying for. HAHA!
I am mentally shag right now but I cant seem to sleep. Since it'll be quite difficult to put things into sentences let me random for once here.
So let the ball rolling...
I hate public declaration of love and lust. Eww..Please keep them private ya.
The older you get, the more insensible you are. Sheesh.
Leave the guy who put his dream before anything else including you. He's not worth the catch.
Being silly helps to calm nerves.
I am surprise by how well I get along with unexpected people.
Still unhappy about the two buggers.
Learn to listen ONLY to the good things. Your life will be blissful rest assured.
I like certain moments to be Private and Confidential. So stop asking.
Talking about feelings, you cant be very confident about it because you will never know what's in store for you.
Be careful what you wish for 'cos it can backfire. *winks*
The two years worth more than anything else in the WORLD.
Life is getting taxing at my end.
04 November 2007
30 October 2007
I am getting my life back on track. So far I have seen progress.
My life is no longer mundane and there are constantly activities to occupy my day. I am glad I finally appear to be moving ahead and steering the right course.
Added responsibilities are on the way and I hope I can manage them well.
My friends are doing well with their lifes. Shahdon is contented with his stay at the boundary of Brunei and Sarawak. Ashikin is clear of what she wants and I am happy for her. Nurul must be enjoying her foreign colleagues' company and still waiting for her french hottie to drop down from the sky. Marissa? Errm.. Tengok tepi saja lah ye. :)
For Nadira, no strings attached now. And CONGRATULATION ya for leaving the "hell". You should have do it earlier. I am still wondering why you stayed THAT long for. Haha.
My life is no longer mundane and there are constantly activities to occupy my day. I am glad I finally appear to be moving ahead and steering the right course.
Added responsibilities are on the way and I hope I can manage them well.
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My friends are doing well with their lifes. Shahdon is contented with his stay at the boundary of Brunei and Sarawak. Ashikin is clear of what she wants and I am happy for her. Nurul must be enjoying her foreign colleagues' company and still waiting for her french hottie to drop down from the sky. Marissa? Errm.. Tengok tepi saja lah ye. :)
For Nadira, no strings attached now. And CONGRATULATION ya for leaving the "hell". You should have do it earlier. I am still wondering why you stayed THAT long for. Haha.
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It's nearing end of the year and guess what ALOT of the people are getting engage or have been engaged or getting married. What's up with 2007? It is an auspicious year or something? Haha. If that makes them happy so be it. But I am just curious about it.
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I CANT WAIT FOR DECEMBER!!! For more than one reasons. :D
28 October 2007
This is the best song to describe the unsaid between us. :)
"The smile on your face
Lets me know
That you need me
There's a truth
In your eyes
Saying you'll never leave me
The touch of your hand says
You'll catch me
Whenever I fall
You say it best
When you say
Nothing at all"
Taken from When you say nothing at all by Ronan Keating
26 October 2007
21 October 2007
15 October 2007
Blood is indeed thicker than water.
I have been blog-hopping to see what my muslim friends wrote about their Raya experience on the first day.
Oh well, it looks like not all enjoy it.
I begin to wonder what have happen to the "mengeratkan silaturrahim" culture?
It is more like "widening-the-gap" day.
On the contrary, for me this is the best Raya ever. Like what I have told a friend. It is a complete Hari Raya for me and I cant help but smile at it. Finally.
This year I shed no tears. Oh well of course I'm sad since Ramadhan is over but apart from that the others seem to fall in place. What more can i ask?
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A friend is departing soon and we have yet to meet up for a farewell. Coordination and planning appear to go no where. Sigh.
I have been blog-hopping to see what my muslim friends wrote about their Raya experience on the first day.
Oh well, it looks like not all enjoy it.
I begin to wonder what have happen to the "mengeratkan silaturrahim" culture?
It is more like "widening-the-gap" day.
On the contrary, for me this is the best Raya ever. Like what I have told a friend. It is a complete Hari Raya for me and I cant help but smile at it. Finally.
This year I shed no tears. Oh well of course I'm sad since Ramadhan is over but apart from that the others seem to fall in place. What more can i ask?
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A friend is departing soon and we have yet to meet up for a farewell. Coordination and planning appear to go no where. Sigh.
06 October 2007
I hate visiting geylang bazaar 1 week before Hari Raya especially for the purpose of searching kurungs or kebayas. I was extremely agitated. Thankfully, I need not have to go through all the hassles to get mine though. I had it way too advance.
As usual, First Lady has been a continuous disappointment. What was on the advertisement simply look much more stunning as compared to what was displayed on the rack. I really prefer those kurungs or kebayas at the bazaar rather than from FL. Cheaper and prettier.
Believe it or not, I have plan the colour I'm going to wear for next year's Raya! Haha! I'm insane.
Haiyah so many things to do in the limited time. Gtg!
As usual, First Lady has been a continuous disappointment. What was on the advertisement simply look much more stunning as compared to what was displayed on the rack. I really prefer those kurungs or kebayas at the bazaar rather than from FL. Cheaper and prettier.
Believe it or not, I have plan the colour I'm going to wear for next year's Raya! Haha! I'm insane.
Haiyah so many things to do in the limited time. Gtg!
02 October 2007
Good People
To celebrate its 20th Anniversary, The Necessary Stage presents a brand new play
that deals with the issue of living, dying and the pain in between.
Set in a hospice, Good People is about the ups and downs of the relationships between
3 people. Miguel is the new Medical Director trying to run a tight ship. Yati is a jaded
nurse making the best of a 'dead-end' job. And radha is the terminally ill patient who
is addicted to marijuana to relieve her pain.
As the three get to know each other, complications arise. If Radha get caught, will she
be given the death penalty when she has only a few months to live?
Moving, humorous and evocative, Good People looks at urgent contemporary issues through
the test of personal relationships.
The Necessary Stage's stalwarts, Alvin Tan and Haresh Sharma, team up with three
exceptional actors- Siti Khalijah (Singapore), Rody Vera (The Philippines) and
Sukania Venugopal (Malaysia)- to bring to the Singapore audience another provocative and
socially- engaging production.
Dates: 1-3 & 7-10Nov, 8pm
3-4 & 10-11 Nov, 3pm
$28/$22* Price(s) excludes booking fee*
Concessions for students, senior citizens & NSF
Get your tickets online at http://www.gatecrash.com.sg/ or call the Gatecrash hotline at
6222 5595. Tickets are also available at all Singpost branches and S.A.M kiosks.
Ps: Nad, can i get you this for your upcoming Birthday? Since Beauty World not showing any time soon. Hehe!
To celebrate its 20th Anniversary, The Necessary Stage presents a brand new play
that deals with the issue of living, dying and the pain in between.
Set in a hospice, Good People is about the ups and downs of the relationships between
3 people. Miguel is the new Medical Director trying to run a tight ship. Yati is a jaded
nurse making the best of a 'dead-end' job. And radha is the terminally ill patient who
is addicted to marijuana to relieve her pain.
As the three get to know each other, complications arise. If Radha get caught, will she
be given the death penalty when she has only a few months to live?
Moving, humorous and evocative, Good People looks at urgent contemporary issues through
the test of personal relationships.
The Necessary Stage's stalwarts, Alvin Tan and Haresh Sharma, team up with three
exceptional actors- Siti Khalijah (Singapore), Rody Vera (The Philippines) and
Sukania Venugopal (Malaysia)- to bring to the Singapore audience another provocative and
socially- engaging production.
Dates: 1-3 & 7-10Nov, 8pm
3-4 & 10-11 Nov, 3pm
$28/$22* Price(s) excludes booking fee*
Concessions for students, senior citizens & NSF
Get your tickets online at http://www.gatecrash.com.sg/ or call the Gatecrash hotline at
6222 5595. Tickets are also available at all Singpost branches and S.A.M kiosks.
Ps: Nad, can i get you this for your upcoming Birthday? Since Beauty World not showing any time soon. Hehe!
23 September 2007
Thanks to Shikin's LJ that I got to know about this beautiful and meaningful song.
Enjoy the song while you read the lyric below
PASTIKAN
by siti nurhaliza
Lihatlah langit di atas sana tersenyum melihat tingkah kita
Selalu ada peristiwa yang membawa pertengkaran
Maksudku hanya ingin yang baik untuk kita berdua dalam bercinta
Baiknya aku, buruknya aku terimalah aku apa adanya
Pastikan kau dengan aku jangan ada cinta lain
Tak pernah aku terlintas niatku untuk berpaling
Maafkanlah aku sayang bila belum kau bahagia
Sejauh langit diatas kan ku kejar bahagiamu
Biar langit dan bumi meruntuh, biar jasad kita tertimbun disana
Tetap bersama tak ingin lepas mencintaimu ku jadi begini
Pastikan kau dengan aku jangan ada cinta lain
Tak pernah aku terlintas niatku untuk berpaling
Maafkanlah aku sayang bila belum kau bahagia
Sejauh langit diatas kan ku kejar bahagiamu
Pastikan kau dengan aku jangan ada cinta lain
Tak pernah aku terlintas niatku untuk berpaling
Maafkanlah aku sayang bila belum kau bahagia
Sejauh langit diatas kan ku kejar bahagiamu
Pastikan kau dengan aku jangan ada cinta lain
Tak pernah aku terlintas niatku untuk berpaling
Maafkanlah aku sayang bila belum kau bahagia
Sejauh langit diatas kan ku kejar bahagiamu
Biar langit dan bumi meruntuh, biar jasad kita tertimbun disana
Tetap bersama tak ingin lepas mencintaimu ku jadi begini
Enjoy the song while you read the lyric below
PASTIKAN
by siti nurhaliza
Lihatlah langit di atas sana tersenyum melihat tingkah kita
Selalu ada peristiwa yang membawa pertengkaran
Maksudku hanya ingin yang baik untuk kita berdua dalam bercinta
Baiknya aku, buruknya aku terimalah aku apa adanya
Pastikan kau dengan aku jangan ada cinta lain
Tak pernah aku terlintas niatku untuk berpaling
Maafkanlah aku sayang bila belum kau bahagia
Sejauh langit diatas kan ku kejar bahagiamu
Biar langit dan bumi meruntuh, biar jasad kita tertimbun disana
Tetap bersama tak ingin lepas mencintaimu ku jadi begini
Pastikan kau dengan aku jangan ada cinta lain
Tak pernah aku terlintas niatku untuk berpaling
Maafkanlah aku sayang bila belum kau bahagia
Sejauh langit diatas kan ku kejar bahagiamu
Pastikan kau dengan aku jangan ada cinta lain
Tak pernah aku terlintas niatku untuk berpaling
Maafkanlah aku sayang bila belum kau bahagia
Sejauh langit diatas kan ku kejar bahagiamu
Pastikan kau dengan aku jangan ada cinta lain
Tak pernah aku terlintas niatku untuk berpaling
Maafkanlah aku sayang bila belum kau bahagia
Sejauh langit diatas kan ku kejar bahagiamu
Biar langit dan bumi meruntuh, biar jasad kita tertimbun disana
Tetap bersama tak ingin lepas mencintaimu ku jadi begini
20 September 2007
18 September 2007
1. Each player of this game starts off by giving 5 weird things about themselves.
2. People who get tagged need to write in their blog of their own weird things as well, and state the rules clearly.
3. In the end, you'll select 5 people to be tagged and list their names.
5 weird things about me :-
1) When I get lonely and there is no one to turn to, I talk to my soft-toy (Mr. Bear)
2) There are times when I sleep without bathing because I am either too lazy or too tired. Yes, I have bad hygiene.
3) I despise people who swear and curse like there's no tomorrow. Totally not cool.
4) I start my proper grooming after I get into a relationship. So cliche I know!
5) My mind cant work properly if I'm hungry (except for Ramadhan)
The 5 victims are..
1) Maryam
2) Melvyn
3) Fuad (you better do it! Hehe)
4) Monster Kenny
5) Nadira (Please do 10 ya since Shahdon list you as one of the victim as well. Haha!)
2. People who get tagged need to write in their blog of their own weird things as well, and state the rules clearly.
3. In the end, you'll select 5 people to be tagged and list their names.
5 weird things about me :-
1) When I get lonely and there is no one to turn to, I talk to my soft-toy (Mr. Bear)
2) There are times when I sleep without bathing because I am either too lazy or too tired. Yes, I have bad hygiene.
3) I despise people who swear and curse like there's no tomorrow. Totally not cool.
4) I start my proper grooming after I get into a relationship. So cliche I know!
5) My mind cant work properly if I'm hungry (except for Ramadhan)
The 5 victims are..
1) Maryam
2) Melvyn
3) Fuad (you better do it! Hehe)
4) Monster Kenny
5) Nadira (Please do 10 ya since Shahdon list you as one of the victim as well. Haha!)
First and foremost, pardon my previous entry which was confusing and misleading.
If you happen to try and decipher the impossible, I say quit trying.
If you happen to wonder is there any turbulence admist my relationship, I say no. It is smooth-sailing for a-matter-of-factly.
Therefore, let the entry go since it does not concern anyone.
Oh what a beautiful month it is now.
A holy month for us to start appreciating what we have in life and stop brooding about what we fail to have.
In this wonderful Ramadhan, I hope to obtain the sense of fulfillment in life.
I hope to be a better person wholly and eradicate the negative thoughts I once had for good.
Life is too short to for us to be constantly living it in misery, hatred and unhappiness.
There are other issues worthy to be taken care of.
Don't fret over those things that should be taken care by fate.
Don't stoop so low over the one you think that is inferior to you because they may have the goodness in them you fail to see.
Don't laugh at people's dream because they are much better than those who just laugh.
Don't be too disheartened by a single failure because success is 99% failure.
And
Lastly, don't smirk at this entry because there might be more than what meets your eyes.
To All my dear fellow Muslims,
Happy Ramadhan!
If you happen to try and decipher the impossible, I say quit trying.
If you happen to wonder is there any turbulence admist my relationship, I say no. It is smooth-sailing for a-matter-of-factly.
Therefore, let the entry go since it does not concern anyone.
Oh what a beautiful month it is now.
A holy month for us to start appreciating what we have in life and stop brooding about what we fail to have.
In this wonderful Ramadhan, I hope to obtain the sense of fulfillment in life.
I hope to be a better person wholly and eradicate the negative thoughts I once had for good.
Life is too short to for us to be constantly living it in misery, hatred and unhappiness.
There are other issues worthy to be taken care of.
Don't fret over those things that should be taken care by fate.
Don't stoop so low over the one you think that is inferior to you because they may have the goodness in them you fail to see.
Don't laugh at people's dream because they are much better than those who just laugh.
Don't be too disheartened by a single failure because success is 99% failure.
And
Lastly, don't smirk at this entry because there might be more than what meets your eyes.
To All my dear fellow Muslims,
Happy Ramadhan!
14 September 2007
01 September 2007
31 August 2007
Continuing from where I have left.
I opted to sleep the whole day and it never felt this good before.
I emailed countless of pictures we took together and realised that there aint many good ones.
Thinking that a year have pass, I definitely think that there have not been alot of pictures.
I am in mood for some love tonight.
I LOVE YOU ALOT! *hug*
And I hope you love me MORE than I love you. :)
I opted to sleep the whole day and it never felt this good before.
I emailed countless of pictures we took together and realised that there aint many good ones.
Thinking that a year have pass, I definitely think that there have not been alot of pictures.
~@~
I am in mood for some love tonight.
I LOVE YOU ALOT! *hug*
And I hope you love me MORE than I love you. :)
~@~
I have been watching lots of videos at youtube.com and I am starting to think that hey, this is way better than TeeVee.
Almost a year not feeling the way I am now.
I foresee my future in between the mist.
I am back to where I was.
If only they see it.
If only they know it.
Perhaps there might be a change.
I am craving for Naan, a good old hindi movie, peace and a lovely bouquet of colourful flowers (I know this will not come true)to cheer me up.
I foresee my future in between the mist.
I am back to where I was.
If only they see it.
If only they know it.
Perhaps there might be a change.
~@~
I am craving for Naan, a good old hindi movie, peace and a lovely bouquet of colourful flowers (I know this will not come true)to cheer me up.
~@~
Haiz..I think silence is golden afterall. I should have known better.
It wasnt about me all the time. It's about others too.
I have failed to make someone happy. I am failing miserably.
~@~
I am slowly deteriorating.
I am weakening.
I am losing the zest of life.
Will it ever come back to me?
~@~
Today is the second time in a week I get away from work. Monday I took a half day while today I am going to be on Medical leave. Actually, work is not a problem at all. In fact, yesterday I cleared all my work which left me with none for today. My superior wont be around today so what will I do then. With my condition like this I dont want to risk breaking down in the office. It will definitely be the last thing that I want to happen. I plan to sleep the whole day or perhaps ask for sleeping pills so that I can sleep without any disturbance. So that I can temporarily run away into dreamland and be happy. Hmmm... Or let's see if there are other better options. In fact, I have a couple in my mind. To either start exploring Canon Ixus 70 at Bedok Reservoir or watch a movie alone since I have plenty of movies that I want to watch anyway.
Sigh.
I want to have a good laugh once more. Please, can anyone do miracle?
~@~
My new found jealousy. The receptionist.
She is so happy-go-lucky that sometimes I begin to wonder.
Dont anything affect her at all?
Dont she have any worries?
She still looks young despite being 50 over.
I want to age gracefully like her.
I dont want to age like the office adhoc cleaner.
Aging in misery.
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